Love. Hope. Faith. Happiness.

I will be on HIATUS  till further notice. Right now, my life is in a total wreck. Till the day the miracle happens, I will be back then. For now, it's a goodbye.  I hope I will be able to come back this space soon. But as long as nothing goes right,  I will definitely and will not be back no matter what. To those who reads my blog or maybe not anyone, I appreciate everyone for coming along this space. I just hope for a miracle to come soon. I am targeting by March 2013. Though it maybe near but I have to definitely make my life back on track.

This is life, you either fuck it around or live it to the fullest. Lately, I haven't had the best week ever. Probably until THAT happens. Don't ask me what/why/how/when/where b'coz I have no deserve to mention anything right at this moment. Not a single soul except a few. Probably some know, probably some doesn't. It ain't anything critical , just something I have to go through myself . It's nice having a shoulder to back upon. Well, it's silly of me but still, I ain't going to fall down apart . It was indeed a ' nice advanced 21st birthday prezzie '. Afterall, that just come unexpectedly. Didn't expect it to be like smack in my face. But still, I heard it and I just have to use actions. Oh well, life is unpredictable. Have no fears, I am definitely not dying . Is just I have to sort all out and finally be back on my feet. If you notice my posts have been less, b'coz I have been on track doing what I can. Not much of any good news. I

I am doing all I can to stay positive . Whatever it may be, I have to embrace it. Many things happened lately, I am literally exhausted. But I don't wish to give up any moment at all. For how tough life may gets, I just wanna make the best of it all. I am reaching 21, it's time to grow up. Time to have faith in the coming future. I don't wish to submit to negativity. Which is why I am still being strong right now. We are not giving up, I believe. It's just a matter of when only. Just believe, just be positive, just be strong.

That's what I have to do.

The love of mine is back. Oh yea oh yea ~ My favorite burger from KFC is back! FISH OLE IS BACK! I am so happy till I can die! Seriously I have been waiting for it since I don't know how many years.  They are FINALLY  back at long last ! Woohoo ! Next week, I die die also wanna buy Fish Ole  and eat. Mmm, that sauce with the burger. SO HEAVENLY! This is what I say, it's ultra awesome. I bet there are many others who love Fish Ole  just like me. I remember I used to be unable to eat chicken then Fish Ole  is the only thing  I can eat at KFC. Oh gawd, I am so happy it's back at long last. I am going to eat it. I don't care ~ Hohoho, super duper ultra extremely happy! Thank you KFC for bringing back Fish Ole. I think people will say I am going bonkers! HAHAHA being excited over one burger. But manzxc, I can't contain the feeling I am having. I am soooo excited to eat this burger again. The delicious taste. Oh I am in heaven already! Oh la la la ~ My favorite

Be happy for what you have, Don't wait till you lose it then you regret. So cherish whatever in life that comes.

Though it's scary, I still want to try and fly. , I am kinda daydreaming already. Oh my gosh, I am so sleepy! I need a bed to just sleep now. Abit annoyed cos today I cannot hear some nice to stay awake! Oh gosh, I need some to entertain me abit because at this rate, I am literally sleeping. My mind ain't functioning well I know I slept earlier than usual but no idea why today I am just feeling super duper jelly. Maybe office too quiet That's why my whole body is feeling so tired I am so satisified with my curren blog skin. Everything is in perfect order. How can I not love this marvellous skin? Did every single thing on my own but of course, thank you to all the creators that helped me Oh well, busy ranting over how bored I am and how happy I am with my skin. I am seriously so contradicting It can't be helped Hmm, lately I realize I have fallen in love with monochrome related stuffs. Even my lockscreen in my phone is monochrome H3h3h3, I am weird. Sup

Everyone has a story to tell. Have you ever wonder how it feels like to fall in love after being in a relationship for so long? Don't ask me why the heck am I asking such a weird question. I just got this random feeling today. This question suddenly pops out in my head, suddenly prompt me and ask me. Don't blame me, I can't help it. Well, I have been in a relationship with my Bboy♥ for up to 5 years already. Such things just occur somehow. Can't help it if it just happened. Well, somehow I do remember all the inital emotions I have while I fall in love with all my different ex boyfriends. Not necessary all my ex boyfriends, just a few. A few that is quite impossible to permanently erase. Well, I also do remember the initial feelings I have for my Bboy♥ . Of course, how can I ever forget the feeling for my lovely Bboy♥ . I give him his first kiss. Yeah, I am that bad. But I am proud to say, I stole it rather than his first love. Well, I am always interested in l

  Just last Friday, I spent the night watching Bokura Ga Ita Part 1 & 2. The live one. Well, the movie was okay okay ~ Just feels that the characters abit old ! Wellwell, I watched the anime years ago. But it's still fresh in my brain. The anime is quite interesting. The manga has already ended, anime stopped at when Yano left and the live action film kinda cover everything though there are certain scenes I wanna watch. This is the thing about live action flim. They are pretty rush but overall, 4 hours spend on Bokura Ga Ita is worthwhile. Despite certain scenes I dislike but still, it ended well. I thank you for that. Well, not many websites have the whole movie but I was lucky enough to find the entire movie. Very satisfied! Who isn't? HAHAHA. Tried comparing the photos together , but only found like two. But still , I appreciate for such a nice movie.

Old skin. New skin. Yuppie, I changed my blogskin. Is it nice? Took me almost the whole day to edit the entire skin. Quite satisfied. B'coz it's something brand new. Well, just have to figure out the codes before stuffing them into the skin. Frankly speaking, I liked the first skin and I stayed it for quite some time. Just today, I got this random urge to change the whole thing. TADAHH ! So that's the result of a new skin. Pink pink still, but this time round I can change the photos everywhere I want ! I didn't edit much at my profile side or wherever. Gimme sometime! Right now, I just want to love the skin ! HAHAHA. Lately, I have been reading trunk loads of Manga . Gotta catch up all my Anime! Like seriously.. HAHAHA. But stil, I ain't gonna forgo my sleep! No way manzxc. Hope you all love my brand new skin! Gotta get cracking with my daily work!

I started watching one anime few days ago! The boys are so cute! Went online to see reviews and realize this show is an otome type of anime which means that the male lead has to find the suitable boyfriend / girlfriend and it will eventually end up in the outcome of whichever you choose. Quite interesting. The guys are quite cute. I don't deny that. I only watch one episode and other webbie are starting to upload pictures of the guys! Woah, this show that the guys are really cute! Hahaha. Well, I am going to post the synopsis at the bottom. Do watch if you like such anime ;D アムネシア ;  Amnesia Synopsis: On one fateful day, August 1, the heroine lost all her memories. In order to gain them back and to ease her pain in remembering, she tries to interact with 'him' hoping to live each day as happily as she can, and to make a bright future with him...

Black & White Glasses Anime Boys with Glasses ~  So dreamy ~  So handsome ~   So cute ~  So charming ~  So hot hot hot ~  So adorable ~ So irresistible ~ So meganeeeee ~  I fell in love instantly.  ≧✯◡✯≦✌