Love. Hope. Faith. Happiness.

Come come, a kiss from me to you.  (╯3╰)

Love really doesn't matter at all when you know that you two can't live without each other.  Despite how bad times maybe, there is always something to actually stick you two together. You may hate him/her for as much as you want, but in the end you realize you love him/her as much as you hate him/her. Mixed feelings are definitely in and out. It's just a matter of how much love are you willing to give it all out. I can't define love as well as many people can. I faced different types of love and probably that makes me want to cherish whatever love I can give to important people. I am attached to my beloved Bboy♥ . Ya he's a total control freak but somehow somewhere in me knows despite the fact he is a control freak, he still loves me more than words can be seen. But one thing is for sure, I have a love/hate relationship towards him. When he is being a total arsehole, I swear I can rip off his head and fucking hate his very existence. But when he is being a to

Since the day you loved me, I have given my whole heart to you.  ♥

20 June 2013, Man Of Steel. Alone. Loner. Omelette Rice with Teriyaki Chicken. Heaven and Earth. Mineral Water. Awfully Chocolate. Jacket. Happy. 

Eyes are so sore and pain. Wheezing sound from my air way. Stinky and smelly smells in my nose lingers. Loads of unwanted phlegm. Nose full of the smelly smells. Spraying of the inhaler and nasal spray. Jeez, the air is terrible. Super terrible. The haze is causing all the unwanted air inside me. I am so uncomfortable. I have to use my inhaler , my nasal spray, wear a mask, eye drop for my poor eyes. Super ultra terrible. Right now, Singapore is definitely NOT a good place to be in I am currently suffering so much from the haze. Singapore is literally feeling all uncomfortable and shitty. My goodness. What to do?!?!?!?! I think EVERYONE in Singapore is hating the haze. The PSI is increasing so much so badly. I am so uncomfortable right now Oh well!! My eyes are so itchy! I think all of us are going mad over the haze. Rawr, go away!! I can't believe this! I can't even see the sun or even the building opposite me!! Let's hope all get well soon.

"B'coz you played a big part in my memory to date, I know you will always be part of me even till the day I die."

Life is bullshit , you suffer more than anything else. The day you were born, we does nothing but cry, cry until our eyes are sore then we go to bed. We happy, we smile. Not happy, we just cry and cry like there's no tomorrow. We don't have the ability to talk because we have not learn how yet. Our voice are practically nothing but just. We are always asking for so many things in the world yet in the end, we get back nothing but pain. When we slowly grow up, its either we can make our own decision or parents leading you up the way. What's worse is who knows other people might not even have to choice to have family or even make decision. If you lead a better life, you get to enjoy luxury, if not you will lead a fucking miserable life. As you get older, decisions is up to yourself. Whatever path you make, it is still reality. We get nothing but disappointment. We thought we can get all happy over all sorts of things yet in the end, expectation leads to disappointment. B

We can do no great things; only small things with great love.

14 June 2011 ; You were enlisted in National Police Force. 24 June 2011 ; Your first bookout. 17 October 2011 ; You were finally posted out. 13 June 2013 ; You officially Operationally Ready Date from National Service. Happy ORD, I am so proud of you. We are finally heading to the next phase of your life. I love you, my precious Bboy♥ .

I think I am so in love with monochrome pictures.

S T U P I D H E A D A C H E, FUCK OFF. ♥

Girl, follow like what is the picture above. Do what you really think its the best for you. I know some decisions are tough but believe and have no regrets. Life is filled with trunk loads of shitty things, But you are one hell of a strong girl. Please know that. You have grown up through so many different types of things! I maybe not the best of words but I will definitely be a friend to stick by. Always remember, you have a lot of people still there for you when the skies are dark. P/S ;  I miss how you excited you go when you see nail polish. I miss how we can chat like there's no tomorrow with Siping. I miss our conversation can go all endless when we are together. I miss the fact that you loves to eat anything but rice. I miss the fact you can simply munch and munch non stop at all. I miss your fierce tone while you indirectly scold someone. I miss that you are always watching out for me like a older sister. I miss your existence in this co

I am not as strong as it seemed. Right now, I am blogging and munching on my Yan Yan biscuits I am feeling extremely hungry, probably cos I didn't munch anything yesterday It's also a good thing for myself cos I am determined to slim down although its so franking tough. I have to alot than I can totally slim down. Oh manzxc, I see how my Bboy♥ and his brother being able to slim down so easily. I totally want that too Today, I am all alone because my Bboy♥ is to Malacca with his colleagues. Kinda like a final trip before he officially ORD from army. I am totally having mixture of feelings for his army. Both and . It has been a really really long journey since he enlisted. From getting the letter to going in to booking out to posting out to finally ORD. It has been such a long while between me and him, uh. Which girl can actually withstand my Bboy♥ ? Probably only me. You must be asking why such a face, eh? It's b'coz I am the ONLY ONE capable to love