Love. Hope. Faith. Happiness.

The two loves of my life. ♥ One has been loving me since the day he chose me, while the other one made me realize love at first sight do exists. So, both of them captured my heart so much that I realize they make my life perfect. I am a changed person since having Barley. The bond that I have for Barley is a kind of love that I didn't realize myself. Both of us have become parents, though Barley is just four months old. Having him changed us so much. No more mobile phones, no more iPad, it's just the three of us. I am thankful that Barley came to our lives though it's such a big amount spent. I don't regret though there are a lot more work to be done. I hope I am enough for Barley. I know they are not forever, but I am really appreciative for all the things Barley has taught us despite he's so naughty at times. Thank you for both of them. Things will always just come when you least expect it.  Off to meet both of them in my dreamland. (:

It's been such a long time since I made time to give an actual proper post. Jan and Feb have all gone by and we are already in Mar. I know right. Every single day, time sure is flying so quickly. Thank you for whoever are still visiting to my dead blog. Appreciate all that has been here and never given on l0ckedmem0ries. Ok. So today, I want to take the chance to blog about someone special, Barley . Well, he's my second love of my life. Or maybe one that caught my eye so much that I am still loving him so much. Yes, I contributed $2500 . But well, it's worth it and I have never stopped loving him since then. Well, it's a bold move made by Bboy♥ . Seriously, I felt myself loving him so much more than ever. Those who has seen my facebook or even my instagram will know about it. Well, it ain't a big secret. It's just something I feel like it's a shock to me still. Before I even got Barley , my mind is still surprised, still in awe, still in wow that I