Love. Hope. Faith. Happiness.

To have a better life, you must sting in every little thing. When the world demands for more than just a thing, why give in? I have been giving in each and every single time. For a change, let me do something different. Be it got heart no heart, I will do it. I am that real and honest. Why fake where there isn't a point. Right? You want to suck me dry, think first please. I am not a fool. I have Desmond's eyes to see for me too. Well stop trying.. it doesn't work on me. For I know certain things won't  change. Let it be then. I don't want to cause unnecessary tears or pain to myself. I am 22. I can think. You don't,  it's your problem. Really. Sometimes what doesn't kill make you stronger. You do your way, I do my way. Realistic. Well, this is how life have to be. I have a house filled with dramas every single day, which consists of the 'best' mother who just think my two other siblings are the best damn thing on earth. I suck, yea I a

A picture speaks a thousand words. Thank you for including me in this picture.

When you make a big step in your life,  You realize everything will change & you have to adapt and accept. I made a choice.  A choice which I have to face it and be positive over it.  I don't want to regret a single shit on it.  Cos life should never be filled with regrets. Right? I guess I have to wish Desmond and myself a million luck.  No matter how nerve wrecking it is,  I just have to keep going on.  I can't stop there. Right?

Don't test the patience of someone. Guess who's back?!!! It's me!! Finally I can totally take the time to update this space. I have been so caught up with every thing in my life. So I think today is the best timing to update! Well, it's been a awesome start of Y2014. Well, some worth mentioning things are just a abit ! But let's say that later. Hoho, it's already coming to the end of January . Amazingly fast ! Guess what? Chinese New Year is coming!! Which means the angbaos are rolling in too! Tho I get to keep abit only. I have to give my mom the rest. OH WELL ! Hmm.., I have done my shopping! Thank you to my Bboy♥ for bringing me to BEGA (Century Sq and NEX)! Hahaha. My clothes, my shoes, my hair are all done! I also bought BB Cream after so long. It costs $15.90! So worth the buy especially when it's from ZA~ So I paid the half price of THAT b'coz I bought their toner as well. See my dayre if you miss my updates. I am always

Hi,  I miss you guys a lot ! But I am pretty much caught up with work. I will try to blog soonest possible, ok! At the mid time, if you miss me a lot, feel free to visit my dayre. Click here,  dayre.me/l0ckedmem0ries  . I am constantly updating that space. Less time to do my social media but more time for work. I will do my very very best to post soon , ok! I love you all, even if there's no readers.

We love, we hate, in the end we are just human with emotions. ♥

My various looks in a day. 1) On the way to Melaka without a hair wash. 2) In Hattan Hotel after a bath. 3) At Hattan Hotel Lobby after a bath.

On the first day of Y2014, both Bboy♥ and I went to do something meaningful. Or probably something both of us wanting to do for v v v v long and we did it ! Hell yeah. 😄😄 Finally Bboy♥ allowed us to do it. I was a bit disappointed at first but I am starting to love it ! Well, probably cos it's just different. I also not keen to seeing new dark things tho I like dark. 😞😞 Ok, I am contradicting. Hahz. Well well, let me reveal what it is! Goodbye to our fadish, uglish, weirdish hair ~ Hello Golden Brown and Copper + Reddish Brown Hair! 😉😉   Yeah, you get what I meant ! Both Bboy♥ and I got new hair color. Been complaining to Bboy♥ over my ugly hair for v v v v long. & We finally make some changes ! Like I say, I was pretty much astonished by this hair color b'coz it was never the color I thought it will turn out to be. Well, it costs $59 , cheaper than I go Dorena's. But overall, I am in love with the outcome. Cos I realized it's a mixtur

Toh's family and myself. ♥ Ya.. I know I look ultra unglam in this picture but this is considered as the first picture I really took with Toh's family with Bboy♥ . Well, I believe there are others but I have no clues where are they. The picture was taken on our trip to Melaka. Yeah, I am going to talk about my trip to Melaka. Well, Bboy♥ 's relatives also came along to Melaka. So therefore, all of us (Toh's family) woke up at 5am and left Bboy♥ 's house to his Aunt's house as Bboy♥ 's uncle and aunties are going along too. Bboy♥ drove me, his two aunties to Melaka whereas the others took Bboy♥ 's dad car. My Bboy♥ is super amazing. I slept in the car . 😣 Shouldn't be sleeping but I can't help it. Yea, what a 'supportive' girlfriend. I know the world will say that, oh well. 😑 Guilty for my actions. But thank you Bboy♥ for being so understanding. I uploaded my Melaka's Trip in Facebook. If you want to see, go Melaka's

Grant my wish and make them come true. I know I know. Why am I blogging so less. 😒😒 Well it's because all of a sudden blogger seemed so dead & I am abit sian of using but like I always, blogger is my first love. ♥ It's almost impossible to abandon it. Just a random thought after seeing Xiaxue's dayre. Looks like Dayre has taken the era. 😓 Also, Xiaxue is using so many will definitely use. I suppose. ☺ It makes no difference for me. I have both Dayre and Blogger. Well, I will try find time for my Malacca post, New Year 2014 post... Hahahaz. Let me procrastinate abit more ~ Maybe I shall consider not putting title for my blog as of Y2014. I shall see how 😼 posted from Bloggeroid

It's Y2014 ! Well, just like that another year has gone by so quickly & A new year is going to happen again. Well, I am definitely looking forward to each single year B'coz each year is always a challenge for myself. I made resolutions and they do come true. (: Definitely, I believe everyone resolutions will also come true. For Y2014, my resolutions will be.... Lose weight (!) Get a good good number Loving my Bboy♥ and create happy memories together Go overseas like Bangkok Get my diploma Hit at least $_ 5