#483 ; Grow up!
I need to improve myself to be better. I have to work harder to gain people's trust. I have to ask instead of instructing. I have to stop feeling sorry for myself. I have to stop thinking I am being replaced. I have to start changing myself. I have to show people I am worthy. I have to stop being nice to people. I have to be different. I have to not be the same girl I used to be. I have to show that I am capable for people's trust. I have to do things with a brain. I have to learn to be independent. I have to not trust people too easily. I have to know that being alone is nothing. I have to focus. I have to know that everything is aiming. I have to stop being distracted. I have to do my best in everything. I have to stop being so careless. I have to know that God is always there for me. I have to step out of my own darkness. I have to secure my job. I have to be strong and firm. I have to be a better me. Many things happened lately. But I guess, I messed with the wrong peopl