#262 ; Accepting

B'coz everyone wants to be accepted.

I feel that my parents are slowly accepting my relationship,

Maybe that's a good sign which is happening right now.

I have no idea what is that feeling

But it feels different from usual, not what it feels like.

My dad is never a person who gives good impression 

Except for people he thinks deserves them.

So many thinks he is just a stuck up person who don't talk.

Since I got together with my Bboy♥,

He doesn't let my Bboy♥ feel welcomed at all.

& I noticed it applies to everyone including my brother's friend.

But I feel that my dad is starting to change,

Or maybe even accepting my Bboy♥ into our life.

Well, everyone used to have the only one in their parents' eye.

So probably he is just an anti social man 

Who always stuck in his little world, 

Only my family can be inside.

Probably a weird man, my dad is. 

But I think I have to be thankful still,

Though he slap me before, hit me before,

He's still my dad; the man who is the beginning

The sperm that connect to the egg from South Korea.

So I guess I still have to confess, I love my dad.

Though bonds ain't that deep but we borne the same surname.

Oh well,
I just hope that one day my dad will accept Bboy♥
No longer some small girl anymore
But I know in every dad's eyes,
Their baby are always baby.
Well... Let's just hope for the best.
Have to admit, I look forward for happy moments.