#285 ; Long Love

You have been the best person I have ever loved.
Please always be this way and never ever change.
I entrust you with my whole heart to you from my soul.

Today is 9 September 2013.
Which means tomorrow is the 10th.
I can't believe how fast time has flown by,
Anticipating each single day with hope and faith.
Not easy to actually to look ahead and plan for the future,
But thank goodness I have my Bboy♥ right there with me.

Well, it's his month this time round,
I am afraid of many things.
But I know I can go through them well.
Been easily sick and worried over loads of shits,
From visiting too much doctor,
To coming period so late and early,
I am a total worried tart.

But I am thankful Bboy♥ is there for me despite his scolding.
He taught me how to be a better human being.
How can I ever live my life without him?
We have been talking ahead lately, more than usual.
I want to build a future with him but
I am afraid of the obstacles that will obstruct our way.

I have to confess that,
Sometimes I feel my love for Bboy♥ is never enough.
I have no idea how to describe that emotions in me.
But I know he picked me up,
Wherever I know I feel my life is crumbling.
Despite his constant scolding and nagging,
I know I am really appreciative for that love he given me.
Not many people can experience such love.

Despite my family are all not worth mentioning,
But Bboy♥ still choose me, still love me no matter what.
Ya, he doesn't tell me how much he loves me,
But as long as Bboy♥ tells me,
I feel that tingling feeling, that being loved emotion.
Thankful that Bboy♥, you picked me up.

I still go crazy for you,
I still think of you constantly in my mind,
I still believe we are meant to be,
I still know that we can go through it all,
I still amazed how much love I have for you.

I ain't some awesome cook,
Awesome girlfriend, awesome wife or what,
But I will cherish you till the day you stopped loving me.
For what the moments you created,
I still appreciate and love you from the day I choose you.
No one can ever stop me from loving you.

Your kisses, your hugs, your texts,
Your smiles, your eyes, your face,
Your hair, your breathing, your love,
Your hands, your legs, your everything.
They are just so precious to me,
I can never ever bear to lose any of it , Bboy♥.

Don't ask me why am I so in love with you,
All I know the love/hate feeling for you
Doesn't just come and go
As they always stay permanently in my heart.
Bboy♥, thank you for being that love that made a difference.

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