Love. Hope. Faith. Happiness.

What normal boyfriends do? - Send girlfriend home. No need all the time, at least be there to let her know how important she is to you. - Celebrate monthsary with their girlfriend. - Celebrate with loads of happiness during their yearsary. You can never imagine how each year meant to a girl. - Message cute little words to her and make her feel sweeten. By calling dear, girl, baby, anything just makes her melt. No need everytime, at least a few times in a week. - Tell her what you are doing. Assure her, let her feel love, let her all the feelings she deserved to have. Ya fuck shit. I know boyfriends need things too. Didn't I do enough? Didn't I try all I can be your best? Fuck this shit. I am already clearing all the bad things in me. Yet to you, I am just a fucking ATM and Dog. You say I bear grudges, how badly you hurt me? You will never fucking hell know. You banned me from working one year. Our 3rd year, I worked that pathetic job and earn that miserable amount just t...

Galaxy filled with mustaches.  Fyeah! I finally got the time to update my blog. Despite I am left with 30 minutes to blog. Yesh, I think if you followed my Twitter , you should have known by now I am back from Thailand. Effing busy since I came back to work MC-ed on Monday I came back on Sunday but too tired. Must be eaten too much. So on Tuesday, I went back to work and I was flooded with loads of stuffs today. Most crucial is STILL the database. Flooded with loads of incorrect data. So I spent almost my whole two days inclusive today to finish it. I don't know if there are any errors, but I did my bes to glance as much as I can. Gosh, awfully tired. Y'know! Seriously, this is so last minute. I really wish no more next time manzxc but definitely there are next time b'coz this is my working style. So gotta look on the bright side of life! Hohoho. Well, majority of my BKK photos are with Bboy♥ so probably if you add me in facebook , you will be able to see it! ...

Bangkok, here I come :) - happy sweet twenty third to my Bboy♥

Every star means something to me. T O M O R R O W ! ♥  Fyeah, tomorrow is the day ! The long awaited day. H3h3h3, fuq care if my period is coming or not. But I am EXCITED for tomorrow ! I am heading to Bangkok with le Bboy♥ and his family! :D Woot , awesome ~ I don't want to think of negativity ! This is the FIRST OVERSEAS TRIP with my Bboy♥ . We never took a plane together before. Hahaha, so this is the first time. I know my Bboy♥ is excited too. Who isn't?!?!?! Well, hopefully he's picking me today ~ I packed almost everything , just left a few more to go ~ H3h3h3, I think my Bboy♥ is more excited than me. I hope I can shop till I drop ! LOL, sound like a crazy person. I think it has been 1234567890 years since I took aeroplane. HAHAHA. Hoho, exciting ~ Okay, I hope tonight can sleep. LOL. Honestly have to admit, I got fed up with my period. This time round, it's late for almost 4 days?! Well, I know it's fine but if it don't come, I have to bri...

Peacock, rainbow, butterflies, a paint. I feel like crying right now. My stomach has been a crazy bugger since yesterday. I cannot remember what the heck I ate wrong , causing such a turmoil in my stomach. I just took one tablet of actal and I hope I am feeling better. It's uncomfortable. Got this stinging sourish feeling and I have been diarrhoea-ing last night? FML, I swear. It hurts! I really hope it doesn't affect my upcoming Thailand trip with Bboy♥ . Oh dear ): My period has already delayed so don't be another thing to cause me unhappiness in my trip. Oh p l e a s e D: Just hope it goes away very soon. I promise I will watch what I eat. Please go away. Yeah I want my period to come but it's delayed! Idk if it's excited to go overseas or it's just going abit screwed up?! :< Affecting all my little things. Now delayed, I don't know when it does come. If it comes tomorrow, I am fine. Thursday, Friday, Saturday, Sunday, I am also fine. JUST COME...

You will always be one side of my heart no matter what. Well, I have a crush a long time ago. Maybe until now, he still is? I have no idea. Although I am attached, but deep down I know this crush of mine plays a major role in my life. Yeah, I hurt him, I didn't confess & we didn't end off well. But still, I have to thank him for his existence. I did mention him in one of my post. Not sure if you all still remember. He's none other than Ian Heng Fok Han. Well, let me share my story about me and him. I don't know if it's going be a long post or what but I know you all will realize why is he my crush no matter where I go. Maybe he's no longer a crush, but I can assure he's already a star engraved in the deepest corner of my heart. I will use FH as his inital, rather than his full name. I know FH via a good friend of mine. Rachel is her name. Rachel was my good friend during my primary school days. We took the same school bus together. On the very las...

Thunder Song ♥ - Adapted from Ted

Everyone is imperfect, so face it otherwise fuck off. Heyyo people, I am tired ! Today, I am officially Tour Guide DanDan , been guiding this new staff with all his enquiries all the things he don't know. Basically I feel like a Tour Guide . So effing tired, you know! D: Finally, right now I can enjoy a cup of hot cappuccino and relaxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx ! H3h3h3, went downstairs to do the 10 minutes massage. It's fucking awesome (Y) I feel so relaxed right now :/ Today is busy me day! I just hope I helped him , ain't angry but just tired. Happy that I am able to help him as much as I can. Wahahaha! I am heading to Thailand real soon. FUCKYEAHH. :D LOL. I have yet to pack my lugguage, gonna do it on Sunday / Monday! Cos I am staying over at my Bboy♥ 's house. I miss you , sweet love of mine! ^~^ Right now, just relaxing after being a Tour Guide today. HOLYFUQ, it's tired. :x But I ain't complaining. That's my job (; Hohoho. Tour Guide DanDan~ Nice? HAHAHA N...

Winnie Yeong Ying Ying, my best friend since Primary 5.  One of the most important person in my life. It has been almost 9 years since I know her. I miss those times we are together. I still remember sitting beside her during my primary school days. During my Primary Five days, I was a really quiet girl cos I got separated from one that's close with me. So eventually, I become a person that's so quiet that you can't sense me in class. Can you imagine she who is also very quiet is the one who start to get me talking? Well, I am not lying. Gradually, we started to be really close and we become friends. We had recess together, we talked on phone, we simply become good friends. I don't know if I have already treated her as bff or what but I know slowly, she made her way as my best friend. Possibly, it's fate. I don't know how to explain the feelings I have for her but I know she's one hell of a important friend. One that I don't wish to lose. We w...

Drifting off to dreamland. Fyeah! I am going to do the thirty days challenge ! Well, pretty much interesting , uh ! :D I won't post EXACTLY for the upcoming 30 days but I will do my best to start posting all of them. Hoho , do await ! :D I am going to start with Day 1 in my upcoming post. Enjoy, ♥ Day 1 - your best friend. Day 2 - your crush. Day 3 - your parents. Day 4 - your sibling. Day 5 - your dreams. Day 6 - a stranger. Day 7 - your ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush. Day 8 - your favorite internet friend. Day 9 - someone you wish you could meet. Day 10 - someone you don't talk to as much as you'd like to. Day 11 - a deceased person you wish you could talk to. Day 12 - the person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain. Day 13 - someone you wish could forgive you. Day 14 - someone you’ve drifted away from. Day 15 - the person you miss the most. Day 16 - someone that’s not in your state/country. Day 17 - someone from your childhood. Day 18 - the ...

Believe that everyday is a new beginning to start afresh.

I will always be there for you. Heyyo! I am a happy girl b'coz I ate three in one rice balls from Mr Bean. I was feeling hungry , so I went to eat that. I was stoning so badly today after taking the medicine Eustacia give me. But it sure stop my flu. So therefore, thank you Eustacia ♥ . Today, I ston-ed so badly that I barely know what I am doing. I have the conscious but just can't remember what I did. I have to think very hard then I can remember. Seriously, it's a stone day for me! >w< Careless me ! But I guess I am alright now. Maybe the medicine subsided? I got no idea but I am STILL thankful for the flu has fuqq off. Today, I found out something. It's goodbye all over again. D: How'd I explain that feelings ! My sixth sense was right .____. I wish it didn't come true but still, life has to go on . Hope to be able to find a nice nice prezzie for her. I am thankful to know you ! Right now, I am busy working still. So happy yesterday I get t...

Pretty cupcakes, fyeah! (: I know you agree with me. My baking vibes are telling me to bake cupcakes but I am proscastinating cos I know when I bake, Bboy♥ wouldn't eat. So it's like no point baking. Supaaa depressing. Oh well, I have been looking at pretty cupcakes and strawberry shortcakes recipes online. Intend to bake after I come back from BKK. But it's telling me to bake this week. Damn it , this is killing me >< Can't decide. But I am so madly in ♥ with those cupcakes with frosting. They are so pretty. I even wanna try do rainbow cupcakes. Ain't kidding. Frankly speaking, cupcakes are fyeahpretty! I don't know if it's cos I am tempted by my colleagues baking or I am just curious ! xD Oh well, can't blame me. ><" Everytime I see pretty cupcakes , I wanna bake but I am afraid of rejection by my Bboy♥ . Oh well, maybe in a way I am trying to push all my negativity inside me to go away. I don't k...