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  Happy 12th Yearsary to us. 👫 We went for a mini dinner date that day together without the baby.  Been such a long time since we went out together.  We even took some couple shots together.  Feels like old times when it was just the two of us.  I love you, my PapaToh.  Our dinner date on 10 Oct 2020. How can we forget our lil one?   She celebrated our 12th yearsary with us together on 9 Oct 2020.  My lil family out together to Jewel at Changi Airport. <3

  Happy 31st Birthday to you, HubbyLove.  You are one year younger this year! 😘 First stop: Whampoa Lor Mee. HubbyLove is craving for Lor Mee so we headed over to Whampoa for breakfast. I realize I didn't put alot of vinegar. I like the sour sour taste, yet I taste the garlic more. That's this leftover spicy. I suppose it's from the garlic. But I love the ingredients in it. We had the $4 one. Super satisfying!  After that, we went over to Tampines cos my father in law sprained her leg. We get to see our Barley! It's always nice to see Barley, with his energy level. Forever happy to see him! I manage to take picture with him too! Loving my cutesy boy! He's always my first fur-son.  Our sweetest & cheekiest Barley! (: After that, send father in law to TCM. HubbyLove send me home then I went to pick Charlotte then I went to make her sleep and cook her porridge for tonight. We are heading out to have dinner. So we went out half a day to celebrate HubbyLove's 31...

10 Things to be thankful during Circuit Breaker Family - B'coz of COVID19, I manage to spend extra 49 days with my baby daughter. It's considered like an extended maternity leave for me. Though I am officially back to work on 13 April, I still able to be able to beside by daughter and see her achieving more milestones. From a small lil babygirl to today, it's been an eye opening experience for me. Going through the month that she went bonkers i.e. not wanting to nap, screaming and crying, attracted to vacuum cleaner sounds, HubbyLove ♥️   buying a yaolan for her to try making her sleep, not wanting milk. We have really gone through so much. But Charlotte has given me so much strengths that I never know I had. The patience level I never imagined I had when it comes towards handling my babygirl. So much. Though she's mischeivous, but she has been my bundle of joy. Till date, I still have no regret trying and having her. Family(2) - Thankful for the extra help this period....

We hit 4 milestones in Dec 2019 and Jan 2020 with our babygirl! Trust me, I am quite amazed that we hit 4 milestones together as well. But there are more to come, I am sure of it! I feel like Charlotte, you complete our little family. So much feelings running through me every single time I see you even if you fuss alot. 25 December 2019 ; Our first Christmas together! 1 January 2020 ; Our first New Year together!  24 January 2020 ; Our first New Year Eve together!  Reunion Dinner at my in-laws place~ 25 January 2020 ; Our first Lunar New Year together! We welcome the year of the Rat <3.

Basically I want to blog about how the event leading up to the arrival of Charlotte Toh.  Dr JJ is back on 16 December 2019. Hooray! I took medical leave (PM) on 16 December 2019. Was given hospitalisation leave from 16 Dec - 20 Dec 2019. I was just feeling super thankful that Dr JJ is back from his leave. He always make me at ease especially when I was hospitalized the week before due to food poisoning. What a nightmare it was. Dr JJ predicted a Christmas baby, told me about the upcoming visit will be on 21 Dec to check my cervix to see if I am dilated. Got our medicine, prepare to head home. So we went home, managed to convince the husband to let me work on 17 December 2019. In a way, it's also to see you again in 4 months times. Cos Jolin will be back on 17 Dec only. Didn't want to just be away. So back to office on 17 Dec, KFC with Jolin, ended my day well properly. I packed everything nicely.  So 17 Dec, 18 Dec, 19 Dec, I spent this three days with Barley. Mo...

Every Friday marks a new weeksary with my Dearest BabykinsToh. ♥   I don't know how accurate it is, but every Friday is just another week to celebrate. She has grown to be 2377g the last check I went on 23 November 2019. My sweet girl has grown so much from every visit, from a little sac to what she is now. The size of a honeydew. You're baking in my tummy and so grateful to be able to feel all your kicks during this process. Even PapaToh felt it. I decided to name BabyDaddy♥ and I into PapaToh and MamaToh since our Barley & Chloe also known us as Papa & Mama. (: Let's just not confuse things! 3 May 2019 - The day we met Dr KGH to confirm your existence. I am only 5 weeks pregnant with you. Welcome to our lives, BabykinsToh. 23 May 2019 - The day we met you again for our second visit with Dr KGH to meet you again after 20 days. 8 June 2019 - Seeing you grow further melt my heart so much. Every ultrasound seeing you just bring a smile to our face. A visit t...

Time to share a story. A story that I've been wanting to share but can't think of which platform to use. But I guess, I will use my first love, Blogger, to share. Before I start my story, let's begin from last year. I do not have regular menses. My menses is very irregular. The first time, it was due to Thyroid being too high but my Thyroid has since been back to normal. I've seen Chinese Doc and then I decided to see TKL @ Thomson. He is my colleague's brother in law. So HubbyLove♥ and I decided to try fixing my menses. We visited him quite abit for the year. I did ultrasounds, no medication. I even did a pelvis ultrasound to find out what's the course. So the doctor ask me to come down for my record review cos they found something. So they suspect it might be due to pregnancy? It might not, no idea. So I took half day off then off I went to the clinic. Pee on a pregnancy kit, negative. So, Dr TKL start telling me that they found a clot/sac, he doesn't...