Love. Hope. Faith. Happiness.

Sometimes, love can be found anywhere. I struggled with my heart for a long time and today I decided, finally decided to make THAT choice. Can't believe I actually did it. Hahaha, I can't believe myself. I feel so retarded when I finally created it. I am NOT that bad to keep you all in suspense. It's basically I created an account with weheartit.com . It took me trunk load long to decide to finally create the account. Well, I am satisfied. I have begun heart -ing alot of nice pictures. Well, it's so lame ._. You all must be thinking I did something so grave and I am going to get yelled at ! WAHAHAH, gotcha if you think I am doing that. Did you happen to notice, most of my pictures are all taken from  WeHeartIt . It's definitely the best webbie I have seen apart from Tumblr . No doubt about it. People can really create nice pictures :D I so wanna have their skin.  http://weheartit.com/L0ckedmem0ries  , just follow if you want to! No force :3 Hees. Today I was...

Sickly me again. Hi. I AM SO EMO ): I have fallen ill lately & visited the doctor twice . Cough like crazy person despite seeing the doctor ONCE . & Gastric went haywire to me! So finally last Friday I decided to go to Raffles Medicial Centre to go for my Pre Employment Check Up  and see the doctor. Wow. In the end, I got seven medicine . Madness! But I believe I am on the road to recovery ~ ^O^ I am sick of coughing so badly. I hope no more post nasal affects me again! Didn't have time to update blog but I will make time (; I am heading to bed now. Goodnight, ♥♥

I have spent up to 5 Valentine's Day  with my Bboy♥ & it's really amazing that we have come so far. Honestly, I do hope that my  Bboy♥  is my last boyfriend and one that will really appreciate Valentine's Day. Many things are changing. It's just a matter of time of how we accept the changes. No idea what's wrong or what, just sometimes 好的不灵，坏的灵. Scary, I must say. But no matter what, I have to stand by him.  I can't imagine if really things are what we are thinking. Only wish it's those we ain't thinking. Somehow, I think  Bboy♥  & I are of the same concept but we rather choose to ignore. Oh well, this is how reality works , uh! Oh well, below are all the photos of my past few Valentine's Day with my  Bboy♥   Enjoy seeing, hees. 2009's 2010's 2011's 2012's 2013's

Love, Gratitude, Appreciation. Pink roses . Aren't they the most purest color you ever seen? I have to admit, I used to love red roses more than any other color roses. But thanks to the influence of my Bboy♥ , I have fallen in love with pink roses instead. You must be thinking why the sudden interest of pink roses . Probably it's b'coz every Valentine's Day, my beloved Bboy♥ will simply give me pink roses . So sweet of him, I know! Well, I shall try digging for the past Valentine Day's bouquet he gave me. Hees, somehow he's really sweet in such thing. Have to admit, I haven't receive any other color of roses except pink roses . So probably, that started my love for pink roses . Honestly, I do admit every year I hope to receive flowers / bears from him . B'coz that's the only time of the year where I can get flowers. In fact, can you believe my Bboy♥ cares Valentine's Day more than our yearsary? Well, it's the brutal fact so I kinda ac...

Battle of the Dragon Slayers. Natsu & Gajeel V.S Sting & Rogue.

   It has been exactly a month since goodbye was made. Everything happened so quickly but this is life. I have no regrets for leaving , just sometimes the bittersweet memories are the ones that made them so memorable. The day goodbyes were made just made me know that, goodbyes can't be escaped. Afterall, that's the first. That's why the memories still do sting somewhere in my heart. But I know, I will be all fine. This is one thing I have to admit, I freaking hate goodbyes. But goodbyes make people stronger. Having a sickening headache since forever! Just want to say, thank you for all the happy memories. I will always miss you all & you all will be a part inside my heart. I know sometimes it's really tough to tell myself, I am no longer a part of the family there and right now I am in a different family. Well, somehow they are the first. First company dinner, first Christmas dinner, first place, first in my little working life. Well, though I know its nothing at...

Kanda: I want to make the graduation ceremony the color of cherry blossoms! Mashiro: I... like that color

No matter how one's broken, one must still stand up and never give up. , good morning. It's Wednesday , the middle of the week. Hohoho, pretty good to finally be in the mid. It isn't the best of the best week for me though the part that Bboy♥ bought me breakfast was the super touching part. This is the first time my Bboy♥ buy me breakfast in surprise before my work I don't know how to describe that happy feeling I have but sometimes being loved by him is really incredible. Hees, as I mentioned I can really hate him and love him at the same time. I really do appreciate all the things he done for me. Just days ago, argument happens again with my family. Ya, how can that really gets. She went all mad again, demanding things that I can't give. I say no, she say yes, oh well. Guess what. Even my whole family is arguring with me like I am in total wrong. Maybe I am at fault, she too. She begin the spark and obviously, I will be flared up. Super sickening. O...

Fall in love.   Hello sweethearts. :D It's Monday! TwT The day when the weekends are over and we have to be happyy! But still, I am facing Monday blues! ): It's definitely not easy to overcome the bluey feeling especially when the week has been great . I am pretty satisfied with my weekends but still abit grumpy! B'coz I have fallen ill again ! :< That's so fucktard ! I hate falling sick, making my body all jello & weak. Who enjoys being sick?! I totally do not! Fucking shit. Cough until so uncomfortable. On a brighter note, my weekend is great. As mentioned in my twitter , I went Gardens by the Bay with Bboy♥ , his brother & momsy! Funn! I regretted not bringing my camera only! Couldn't take the lovely flowers. They are so effing pretty, I wanna go again if Bboy♥ give approval :x The day before, I went Tawandang with Bboy♥ and his family. Waa, his mom treated dinz. Epic! I have to say, I love Dempsey ! The food, the place is so lovely. But one s...

一见钟情. I don't know how to describe this feeling but it was love at first sight when I saw this beautiful flower. No idea what is its name but the beauty is magnificent. It's so beautiful & I liked it a lot. Call me crazy or whatever, just such beauty is to be appreciated. Oh well, silly me! I think people are going to call me nuts for falling in love with such a lame flower. But whoever called it lame shall perish ! 

You just need to relax once in awhile. Busy Busy Busy! What a busy Friday!

Sometimes, I am feeling exactly that way. I am very tired of all the fucking dramas in my life. Boyfriend drama, parents drama, every single shit that is happening. I am very tired to be facing all this shit all the time. I don't mind giving up my relationship, my kinship, everything. All of a sudden, I just want to feel happy, feel peaceful. Not all of this bullshit crap that is happening. I am stubborn, fuck yeah I am. That's how I like and wants to be. Yes, I hate certain things but I am TRYING to compromise so much. Do you know how hard it is? I must say, you depressed over my family. You say I have selfish thinking, You say I listen to people a lot, You say I only care for myself. Everything you said, each single word you said, Can you ever feel the emotions I am having?  You stress, how about me? You think I don't want? I want life freed of worries but in this world, how is that even possible. Yes, I know it hurts when one fine d...

The Carrie Diaries ~  Well, I started this drama awhile back. It's quite interesting. What lead me to watch this drama is more or less cos I never watched Sex & The City so I thought, why not watch this? The cast is cute, didn't know of the hot guy! But still, I started off watching this show. Well, each single review each week by Hollywoodlife makes me more excited to watch it every weekend. Well, probably b'coz I am over at my Bboy♥ 's house so not much of being able to watch during weekdays. Loves the cute teenage life . Well, the pic on top are actually the main cast. Carrie Bradshaw & Sebastian Kydd. There are so cute together. Didn't realize Austin Butler (Sebastian) is actually Vanessa Hudgens's boyfriend. Interesting much. This show is good. I like it ! But my favourite ain't Carrie but Mouse. The nerdy geek friend of Carrie. I like her paranoid and worry each and bitsy of her friends. Hees, I like nerdy people. But not nerdy boys espec...

Hello March ( L )  Hees, haven't got the time to update my blog. Been v v v v busy doing my work lately. Now then I got the chance to update my blog. Lazy to find pixels , so it's gonna be casual post without pixels. Today I went back there . Being able to catch up with some of them makes me so happy! Can see them, can hug them, that's good enough! I am really happy to finally see them again. Oh yea, it's also my second day since I started off. March, do be good to me! I do hope all things be well for me. Hees. It's nice seeing people watching out for you. Afterall, the kindness I feel everywhere, I really appreciate all of them. I hope my life can be smooth... Officially smooth, I meant. 不想要风风雨雨, only want smooth way. Life has been very unpredictable for me. But thankfully, I have people there for me. Thank you. (: Hees. Well, I am having my dindinz now. I shall end off by saying, thank you . Be it old, new , whatever it is. I am very contented. Most importan...

First day of work, officially .