#395 ; Danielle and Michelle

Friends are forever,
Cousins are for life.
That's how deep my relationship with Michelle is. She's my cousin. My all time favorite cousin. We are of the same age and she still protects from any shit in the world. She enable me to move forward to fall in love with Randal. That's years ago. But she's kinda the beginning. With her 'push', I got together with Randal. Well, I have been with Michelle in my younger days. I stayed with her family when I was 4 years old till maybe Primary 1 when I eventually came home. Michelle slapped a boy for me before though I know the boy likes her. Well, that was back during our kindergarten days. I know I used to be jealous cos Michelle gets to have people loving her, sticking up for her even if she's wrong, having many more friends than I do. But as time goes by, I realize all this doesn't matter anymore because we have our own lives. Regardless what, I love her and she loves me and we're cousins. Cousins that are bonded in a certain way. Wouldn't want to say how awesome our relationship is but I love her and her family. They are like my second family or maybe I love them more than my family. We have been leading our lives separately. But every time when we meet, our conversation never ends. Right now, both of us actually have our own love life to begin with. Michelle used to be the 'open-est' person I have ever known. She can be all friendly with boys while I am shy as fuck. No kidding. I guess because I am fat and all. So my self esteem level is really low. I don't know how am I supposed to explain but I am that kind of person who shy away easily and I fall in love way too easily too. I am glad having Michelle is always there for me through thick and thins. Though we lead a different life now, but I am glad we are still as close as ever. ♥

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