I should have blogged this since I don't know when. But I guess today I simply just have the " feel " to post this. How should I put it? It's abit difficult but still , I wanna express her existence in my life . Not the best yet just nice. I think I mention before in one of my post about goodbyes are so painful. But still, it's also another beginning of a hello. Right? It has been 1 or 2 months since she left but still, having her in my life is happy enough. For I've learnt so many things. Though it's unbearable but this is how reality works. Isn't it? Though it's hard to get over the miserable feeling but I am kinda fine already. Happy me ~ So therefore, I am fine. Fret not. Thank you for teaching me about baking and life , ♥ P/S; I get to see Eustacia today! :D
Cheating. Today I had one of the weirdest dream ever. I hate that dream, I have to admit & right now I am telling myself it's just a dream . Nothing real but that feeling is so uncomfortable. So bullshit manzxc. Yuppie, it's about cheating . I believe my Bboy♥ but the dream is just so clear in my fucking head. Not my fault for thinking about it, it just happen. Am I thinking too much, literally? Oh manzxc. Here goes my dream.. I dreamt of my Bboy♥ cheating behind me. I actually dreamt of who's that girl and me making friends with the girl. Can you believe that?! It all felt like Danielle-Faith-Jordan's drama again. I don't know how the fuq I know the girl but the girl seemed to be a friend. She was talking to me so happily over her new boyfriend. Yeah I was happy for her. So she showed me photo. Then I was like " Dafuq?! It's my boyfriend?! ". As in, I didn't say that. It was my mind then she was so happy, blissfully telling me her...
First love. The love that clings to your heart always, No matter how much pain it has caused, No matter how many tears have fallen, First love will never leave my soul, For first love is the one that begins every single thing. The one who begin the cycle of love. Everyone has that first love that sparks the beginning of everything regarding love. Well, not say everyone. For those who have fallen in love, fallen out of love, or those who have been in the world of love before. Not saying family love, cousin love, friendship love, but the love that happens between a girl and a boy, a girl and a girl, a boy and a boy. One that you can hold hands with, kiss with and even have sex with. The other half. Not mentioning on the topic of love but first love. I know those who fall in the category of relationship are majority of us. We simply have that one first love to just make everything begin. Well, I am not an exception. I also fall in love and that first love begins my journey ...