Love. Hope. Faith. Happiness.

Cheesy as it is, but both of you always bring out the best smiles in me no matter how rough my mind can be. Night walk with you & Barley at East Coast Park. It's our BabyPrecious's first walk at East Coast too. It's always so nice bringing him around to explore Singapore. Just having both of you side by side, it always bring a smile to my face. I love spending time with the two loves of my life. They have been a constant in my life. Without them, I can imagine my life. Oh wells. It's been such a long time, you know. What's more, Barley changed both of our lives in so many different ways from 24 Feb onwards. Seriously, I really didn't expect having a dog being able to change our lives so much. Days have been tiring. But it's just blissful when I don't have to give a shit on anything. The day start out slow, but the night is what bought a smile to my face. Along with both of you, I am thankful for that. Daddy God, thank You for showing ...

"Office politics" are the strategies that people play to gain advantage, personally or for a cause they support. The term often has a negative connotation, in that it refers to strategies people use to seek advantage at the expense of others or the greater good. Ok. I think this rant should have come sooner or later. Is just a matter when am I going to do it anyway. I just need somewhere to vent, somewhere to release that shitty feeling inside. Yes, it's a complaining rant. I hate office politics yet in every company I am in, I have to face such shit and everyone is doing shit like that to survive. So since joining in my current company, it's endlessly non stop piece of crap that's going all around. This time round, I am complaining about people who do such mindless games just to get advantage for themselves and complaining about people who says " This is not my job. " I have NEVER used this phrase in my life. Maybe I did but I stopped and do everythin...

In a leap of faith, both of us made the move which we have delayed for five years long. I know it's going to be a tough eight months coming along but I want to push myself for it. The time I have been waiting for finally comes. The day I know I have to make this move . It's not easy to finally decide to go for it when every other responsibilities are coming along the way. Yes, you've guessed right if you know what it is. I am going to Kaplan Higher Education to study for my Diploma in Business and Information Management. Yes, both of us know that it's time. It's finally time to make that big step and go for it. I admit I am feeling nervous, jittery, b'coz it's really been such a long time since we chase for our dreams. I know I have been pestering him for years but I am thankful we are making this step. It's always a dream, a must to at least get a diploma for my life. Yes, I ain't a bright student for all the silly reasons but I learnt alot while be...

I won't b'coz of you make myself all affected and emotional. Yes, I did that today and I was feeling all crappy because of you but sorry, I ain't going to commit the same mistake anymore. Ain't going to make myself all negative over this anymore. Seriously, I don't know what the fuck is the problem but the rate of you being such a petty person makes me really think how old are you. I never expect myself to think of you like that. I will still be telling you, good morning, like my usual self. I won't stoop down to the level of doing such things. It's you who is the losing end because I stepped out from my darkness and telling myself, I have no point being all fucking affected because of you. Go ahead and tell Karen, tell HC, tell the whole world how shitty I am. I ain't going to say much. I will do my work, do my things, be me. I don't want you to taut my life. I ain't needing you as a friend in my other part of life. I will just be who I am, do m...

3 Jul 2016 ; #SGCORGIBEACHPARTY2016. <3 The three of us have the best days in our life.

I need to improve myself to be better. I have to work harder to gain people's trust. I have to ask instead of instructing. I have to stop feeling sorry for myself. I have to stop thinking I am being replaced. I have to start changing myself. I have to show people I am worthy. I have to stop being nice to people. I have to be different. I have to not be the same girl I used to be. I have to show that I am capable for people's trust. I have to do things with a brain. I have to learn to be independent. I have to not trust people too easily. I have to know that being alone is nothing. I have to focus. I have to know that everything is aiming. I have to stop being distracted. I have to do my best in everything. I have to stop being so careless. I have to know that God is always there for me. I have to step out of my own darkness. I have to secure my job. I have to be strong and firm. I have to be a better me. Many things happened lately. But I guess, I messed with the wrong peopl...

The two loves of my life. ♥ One has been loving me since the day he chose me, while the other one made me realize love at first sight do exists. So, both of them captured my heart so much that I realize they make my life perfect. I am a changed person since having Barley. The bond that I have for Barley is a kind of love that I didn't realize myself. Both of us have become parents, though Barley is just four months old. Having him changed us so much. No more mobile phones, no more iPad, it's just the three of us. I am thankful that Barley came to our lives though it's such a big amount spent. I don't regret though there are a lot more work to be done. I hope I am enough for Barley. I know they are not forever, but I am really appreciative for all the things Barley has taught us despite he's so naughty at times. Thank you for both of them. Things will always just come when you least expect it.  Off to meet both of them in my dreamland. (: