Love. Hope. Faith. Happiness.

F I N A L L Y ! I am back at my own desk after eight months not being at my desk, doing my job. So much has happened in this eight long months. It's really amazing how much I have gone through. Been a covergirl since forever. But I am still grateful for the opportunity given to me. I am happy that my long awaited menses are here, I am back at my desk doing what I am supposed to do. Though it's quite sad to leave the seat but I guess, it's time to be back to square one. Back to where I really belong. A seat vacant for so long, it's finally occupied! I don't know what does that means in other people's eyes but at least, I have done my duty! :) I am glad for that! Off to carry on working & I shall blog very soon again! Catch me in Dayre if you want, I am usually there.

Well, my 500th post should be a happy post but at the end of the day, it decided to become a emo post. Yep. I am being a crazy bitch yesterday. In fact, including today I am being a crazy bitch. Hah. So I have a lot of things to share but I think it's best if I just CTRL + V and CTRL + C to here about my craziness over here. I need to vent. Maybe I might vent more. At the end of the day, it's always me and my own emo world. Eh. I don't want to say much cos talking never helps. Typing to myself is way much better. Hah. I am becoming a bloody victim again. So much for being me. Hah. ~~~~~This post is what I typed in Dayre~~~~~ My companion during gloomy + happy days b'coz I wanted to save my 500th post for Blogger when I got the mood but in the end, it decided to be a depressing emo post. Maybe a not happy post. HAH. I am pissed because my mooncake went missing. I am pissed because my mooncake disappear without a notice. I am pissed because she keep complaini...

Hello humans, It's June. Yes, half a year is gone and we are on the fifth day of June. Seriously, what's going on?! Why has the day gone by so quickly and amazingly fast?! Yes. I know. I have not updated for a really long time but I am making up lost time. I dayre alot if you notice. Maybe not much.  But I still type my feelings out. It always brighten up my day! Been really tired for so many things going on but it's worthwhile, I guess. I have been working and balancing as much as I can. But I am not prepared for July, you know. I guess, slowly you will know why. Hah. I am becoming a "Mrs" real soon. Maybe less 2 months? I don't know why but I am just being zen. I know it isn't right but I guess cos a lot of things, he has been giving to me. But still, a lot of unhappiness going on too. Been flared yet a lot, but you know. I keep calm and smile. That's my forte.  Everyone who knows me, knows how zen I can be. I know a lot of money going to be sp...

Why so fast, time? Hello April, it's 4/12 now. It's also Spring now. Amazingly fast, I don't know how have I spend four months just like that since 2017. What have I done? Alot of things, I think. Work like crazy but glad that I am learning. Been serving as a Secretary since 13 Feb 2017. So it's already close to two months and I learnt so much things. I also tell people, being in this role I learnt alot.  Oh yes! I am finally going on leave. Is better than nothing. 2.5 days for this week to have a lil break for myself. To be exact, less than 14 days to my payday. I am also traveling real soon. Is almost 1.5 years since I fly. My last trip by plane is Taiwan. My effing goodness me. Oh manzxc. Been schooling & of course, now I am waiting for my results. Scary max! But just less than two weeks to know it all. I did my best, must confess. OK. I know. Is just so annoying cos if you fail, you have to repeat. The idea sucks! Whatever, not thinking much. I am o...

I saw this article & I liked it instantly.  I know there are days where you just want to completely breakdown. Days where you wonder if you can even find the strength to keep fighting because you’re exhausted.  But you keep it together. You smile and carry on like everything inside of you isn’t breaking. You help others without thinking to ask for help yourself. You don’t want to seem weak. You don’t want to seem like a burden. I know you’re hurting.  And I don’t know what it is you’re going through exactly. Maybe it’s a breakup. Maybe it’s work or school or a million other things. People demand a lot from you and you never let anyone down. You never disappoint them. You bust your ass to appease people who don’t even say thank you. That takes strength. So I want to say thank you on behalf of those who don’t appreciate what you do for them. I want to show my gratitude for those who don’t see what you’re going through. You make it look easy and that’s wh...

I ain't the best mood today. 😑

Our very first furniture to our home... Hello! Both of us bought our very first furniture to #DoubleDTHome. (: A Samsung 55" Curved UHD Television.  No regret, please! For a whooping price of $2288 + a trunk load of freebies. I swear, I don't regret making this move at all. #DoubleDTHome is coming real soon & all these are expected. Unbelievable! We actually made the first move to purchase our very own TV. That's catered for our living room. I ain't going to think about the part his folks will stay and all. My priority now is to make my house awesome. Make it into a place we called "H O M E".