Face the battle,
Keep fighting and never give up.
There's always some thing to trigger your spot. Maybe that's what people call it as "
we cared, that's why we listen.". But we, humans, tends to listen more than doing. We listen and get all wounded. Seriously, the world is weird. We can say how much we don't care but in reality, we care so much till we are bleeding each single day. I always thought I can don't care about the shit that happens but sadly, I am just like typical people getting all wound up so easily by people. Well, the moment you let words hit you, you have already stumbled into the hole that say, you're meant to fall and grow from it. Certain people stumbled to depression, being all emo, sad, and every single negative emotions. I have friends who made their life like shit when things can be better. Well, I stopped believing h/she will change anymore b'coz I no longer contact him / her. Wouldn't wanna state names but we have a part of us that can choose to either fall or stand up again. We cry when we are sad / happy / angry etc. But did you learn the lesson from behind all of the tears? Most of the time I cried is because I think it's too much to handle. I was only exposed to that but work proven to me that you cry too, if it's far worst than you think. Because you can be easily manipulated, people use you like for granted. Everyday in life, there is some thing that can definitely trigger you. For me, I do have too but I move on. But to be frank, moving on is too simple to say. I have grown to the fact that certain things won't change, so have to move on. It's painful, but you have to get to use to it otherwise everyday you will be crying.
I have been once a emotional girl that thinks too much and cares too much. Maybe the personality is still there, but I don't bring her out of me that much anymore because for all I know, life is beautiful. They will always work out something for me. My mood has more or less become more zen. Maybe sometimes in work, I will probably be grumbling all about certain people but I realize, whenever I curse / swear, I feel better. I will smile, I will laugh, I will be cheerful. Like last time, whenever I say "fuck" a gazillion times, I am better again. To be happy is a good thing. Stumbling into sadness, you will be doing a lot of silly things like cutting, crying, thinking of death. You may care but don't let that "care" get the better of you. The bloody truth in life. Well, that's how we make things work, isn't it? We care, we hurt so we must learn to care less to be able to get hurt less. That's how the world is like, isn't it? I don't know since when I become so inspirational. But I guess words are the only things that pull me through this days. With words, I can express my emotions and flare out in Dayre, in Facebook, in Twitter, in Tumblr, in any social media.
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