#408 ; B'coz I want to be

B'coz.
B'coz I want to be strong,
B'coz I want to be fierce,
B'coz I want to be different,
B'coz I want to be better,
B'coz I want to be loved,
B'coz I want to be happy,

B'coz of all the above, I want to not be stumble. Many times, people can kill you but we just have to step out of it and be better. I am not strong but I have to be for this world. People can despise you, can treat you like shit but you have to love yourself, give yourself a chance to do better, do good. Once, I wonder. How will my life be if I changed some choices in my life. I know it will definitely be different but at least I learn to love the choices I made. B'coz we are all human. Human tends to kill each other as they wish. It's impossible to lead a normal life and keep calm. People kill each other all the time, you can only prevent yourself from jumping into the sea or else you are gone. I have fought battles in life and I know my battles will be endless. It will just keep happening any time any moment. I just have to be alert in whatever it is. I am not perfect person with no flaws. I am imperfect person with flaws and being the best I can. Of all the things that destroy me, I thank God for always being there. At least His presence tells me I am never alone. That's powerful enough to keep one that always fall to be positive. I might head on to my next phase of life real soon. I am afraid but I have to be ready and prepared so that nothing can bring me down. What doesn't kill you will make you stronger than you ever are. Let's keep going on till the very end. Never ever say die.

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