#393 ; Shitty feeling
Is it because menses is coming, I am feeling this way? Is it because my skin having some strange rashes, I am feeling this way? Is it because Desmond seemed to be hiding a lot of things from me, I am feeling this way? Is it because I am feeling neglected, I am feeling this way? Is it because all of a sudden I feel unloved, I am feeling this way? Is it because I am heading some love songs, I am feeling this way? I can't even begin how to describe this feeling. Is definitely emo. But is it emo-emo? Or what, I am unsure? I can't seemed to figure out what's the course. I am not happy since today? Okay, maybe menses is coming. That is maybe the prime course. Or maybe not menses coming. Maybe because I feel like having a break, resting for the entire day. It's been awhile since I sleep! I want to sleep. Yes, hell yeah. I feel the body breaking down once in awhile. Yeah, it will fade but when it is still in the process, I am feeling the crappy-ness. Not funny at all...