Love. Hope. Faith. Happiness.

Fight for the love that belongs. Let it go if it isn't meant to be.

Young, innocent and happy. I have been reading a lot lately, especially in my ebooks. I am satisfied cos it keeps my mind occupied. I like how young adult get my kick going on. Sooo far, I only dropped a book cos it's way too boring. But so far, it's all been good. Way intense for me but I am loving it ! I just finished about #JessicaSorensen's book. Well it makes me all nerve wrecking and jaw gripping! But still, I am glad for the #HEA. Won't want to be a spoiler. Go read "Breaking Nova, Saving Quinton and No Regrets" . Well, it's great and I love it. How much death can change two person and finally be together. But I find it's way too rushing when they got together. Too fast for the sex, then together and all. Well, but I love the book. In fact, I have already finished another. I think this year I can actually hit 50 ebooks if I want to. I also finished reading #NoRegrets. Well, I love how Trey and Harley works out. Well, it's fresh in the mi...

So we fight but I rationalize my thought. Good? I think so. We have many problems but I want to address our problems rather than running away from it. We are old enough and I don't want to play my stubborn games. No tears from me, just something I think its best to release from my heart. I hope you and I can address them than fighting and arguing like two idiots. 1) we are like two idiots not sharing shit. You isolate yourself, I felt the distance. Both of us stuck in our world. You think I talk alot to Ms Poh but I don't. Cos its always work related. Moreover, she talk cock sing song and its just a temporary drug. I think you hiding things from me so I rather stuck in my shows, tablet etc. 2) you flare in public, you don't give a shit. I flare in public, you give a shit. So you are the only one who feel embarrassed but I don't. I don't want to flare at you but your face always say it all so I declare we are two idiots doing things we hate. We should work t...

That's when #Arrow, #Supernatural, #TheVampireDiaries collide. :D I spot Stefan, Elena, Oliver, Felicity, Laurel, Dean, Sam, Castiel, Detective Lance, Malcom Merlyn and Roy.

When you stop, you think.  When you think, you reflect. I am a runner, I run from a lot of things because facing things make it even harder.  So I choose to run despite knowing the truth is still there somewhere.  Well, I guess that's inside my character. 

You know you are stronger than this.3 I need to vent, to whine, to rant, to scream. I can't stand it being choked inside my heart. I am glad people are teaching me to be a better person. But I am not happy on why the fuck can somehow or another people can actually be so good yet in the end, they are just not that good. I don't know what the hell am I saying but I am very uncomfortable. Unhappy. Like yesterday I wrote in my Dayre, I come early, I leave early, I come late, I leave late. The thing about my office contract is, you have to be in the office from 10am to 430pm and you must at least complete 8 hours of your work from the time you come. I don't understand is why do they have to be picky. I come at 8am. Logically, I can go home at 5pm. But colleagues beg to differ. They want me to leave at 530pm or even 6pm. Ya. I did my work till 6plus sometimes yet, out of 5 days, I leave at 510pm. I get a roll in the eyes. Seriously? I don't understand, don't get it. W...

Cosmetics have the ability to make one look very different.  I miss something called, memories.

A dream come true.