#223 ; Be positive
I am not as strong as it seemed.
Right now, I am blogging and munching on my Yan Yan biscuits 
I am feeling extremely hungry, probably cos I didn't munch anything yesterday 
It's also a good thing for myself cos I am determined to slim down although its so franking tough. I have to 
alot than I can totally slim down. Oh manzxc, I see how my Bboy♥ and his brother being able to slim down so easily. I totally want that too 
Today, I am all alone because my Bboy♥ is to Malacca with his colleagues. Kinda like a final trip before he officially ORD from army. 
I am totally having mixture of feelings for his army. Both and . It has been a really really long journey since he enlisted. From getting the letter to going in to booking out to posting out to finally ORD. 
It has been such a long while between me and him, uh. Which girl can actually withstand my Bboy♥? 
Probably only me. You must be asking why such a face, eh? It's b'coz I am the ONLY ONE capable to love him that much 
Hahaha, self praise, ehhh. Well, I can self praise but if others tell me that, I totally won't think that I deserve it 
B'coz what matters to me most is still as long as Bboy♥ is happy, I am happy Just that simple cos I have not much of anything to worry as long as he is doing fine. Well, I noticed that I have not been blogging alot lately. Been busy catching back all my and not 
Share a piece of good news, I have cleared Round 1 of Probabtion 
Yesh, I am super satisfied cos it has been three whole months 
Well, apart from that good news lately I just spent quite a lot of money. To me, I am not grumpy over the amount spent at all cos it's kinda worthwhile. 
Hohoho, just two weeks ago I spent up to $20 on Food Fair @ Expo 2013. I bought trunk loads of yummehz food 
It can't be helped. Well, Singapore is a place to eat and eat 
Well, I love to eat but hates to get fat. That's the most sickening part of eating 
I totally admire those people who can eat non stop and Well, I bought my 9 boxes of yummehz Pocky and Pretz. They are totally the dope~ 
I love them so much. I only spent like $6 for merely 9 boxes. YAY! I have not finished all YET b'coz I can't bear to eat it 
Hohoho, that's random me! Well, apart from that I still spent like a lot of junk food. Also eat durian doriyaki , so good 
I know my Bboy♥ loves them as much as I do. So wasted, I only bought like one piece only. But still, I don't regret manzxc. Then just few days ago, I spent $98. 
Well, it's a satisfied buy b'coz I really need it and hopefully I can wear it for a couple of years. The person say, some people can even wear for a decade. So I am pretty pleased so I bought that. It's not Let me wear already then I upload here, alright!
So far, my life has been on track despite some quarrels with my Bboy♥ previously. But I hope all's well now. Doing all I can to ward off all negativity between us 
FIGHT!! Just want to be happy and loving with just both of us That's good enough for me, I don't ask so much ! 
Did you read my yesterday's post? I am madly in love with Fifty Shades of Grey It's definitely one worth reading book. When was the last time I actually read? 
I can't seemed to remember at all, so many things overloading my mind. Hahaha, well I will do my utmost best to blog as much as I can. It totally sound as if I am lying but fret not, will do my best. 
Not many things are going accordingly to my plan of life but certain things are changing and I really hope all things go well I am really scared of the things that might come, but Bboy♥ told me to be strong. How hard, also must be strong. No words fit my emotions, so yea. Avoiding the thought of it as much as I can though I know I totally suck at it 
Been constantly trying to forget all 
Oh I got an idea ! Maybe I just to have to or 
to prevent myself from going all Gloomy day for me since Sunday 
Don't ask why! No intention to repeat. I am going to go back to work and wait for my Bboy♥ to be back from Malacca. I am going off now , 
Catch me blogging soon again !!!! Trunk loads of love.
