#203 ; Winnie.Y

All the time, you have been important.
I have been dreaming about you for the past few days. The dreams felt so real, felt like you are just there. I have no clues what to say but I was so surprised you appeared in my dreams. Maybe your birthday is coming, maybe that's why I have this dreams about you. Taking polaroid with you, chit chatting with you. Everything simply feels like so true. Your birthday is coming, I am happy to have someone like you in my life. Though we haven't spoke for months / years but I know I miss you alot. I don't know why or what causes this gap between us but those feelings we have since the day I know marks a chapter for me. Yes, I want our friendship to keep going on. But why there's this gap? Knowing you for almost a decade is definitely something I am cherishing for a lifetime. I can have many friends but it just doesn't feel like anyone can make you go away from my heart. Dreams of you simply makes me wanna to hang out with you again. Honestly speaking, if you were to ask me if I regret knowing you. I will say no, I just regret my actions for hurting you. I have hurt you more than anyone else. I wish I can unwind time but I know I can no longer go back to time. I guess only certain things I do will make you notice, I do cherish this friendship alot. Till today, despite we have our own lives, our own relationship, our own stuffs, you have to know. You are a very important friend to me, maybe more like a soulmate. Yes we have times , bad times and also good times but those things really matter to me a lot. How've you been lately? I don't know how much time can flies but I really hope one day I can be with you like normal.

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