#172 ; Thank you ISID
Goodbye to a chapter and welcome a brand new chapter.
Everyday is not as simple as it seemed. Yesterday I bid farewell to ISID. A farewell that come so soon and I wasn't prepare to bid farewell. But still, life has to go on despite all the shits in this world. No one can do anything about it. Afterall, the day the news was broken, the day things have to start changing. Right at this moment, I am working in a brand new environment. I am definitely trying to get used but it feels like I am in this pithole for awhile now. I don't quite want it but I guess I don't have other choice. Well, yesterday was definitely not an easy day for me. The goodbyes are short but still, it certainly made an impact in my heart.The first permanent job I held since not working for close to a year.
The first position which I held proudly to be known as for almost a year.
The colleagues, the family that I get to bond with over the past few months.
Frankly, I spent my first Christmas, first Chinese New Year, first company dinner, first Christmas Dinner, first strategy meeting there. All the mini first time in a brand new environment. I didn't expect myself to be one of the next to say goodbye. But still, I have to push all the negativity and say goodbye. I am avoiding being a receptionist, but it seemed but I am doing receptionist, human resource and administrative. Wow, seemed a lot but it just feels so little. I want more work, I want to feel like I can do the usual things I do. Sometimes, I have to resent her for asking me to make a right move. But sometimes, things just have to go otherwise. I become my new job today. But in the midst of bidding farewell to each and everyone, I think alot of the memories. Especially the times I spent with those dear to me. It has been almost a year since I joined that company. I have to say, being able to move on is not an easy thing. Yesterday, I am so glad to have photos taken, I am happy to have them to see one last time before it's really goodbye. Shaking their hands, smiling at them, waving at them. I can't believe how quickly those emotions are. I miss them already but I know missing them is going to fade away. But I will never ever forget this is my first ever company. From an Administrative Assistant to a Human Resource cum Administrative Assistant. How much things have I learnt? So many, trunk loads. I am not going to post or what, just going to say thank you. Thank you for the opportunity. The hates have faded and I love you all alot.
Yesterday I received two presents as a farewell gift. Many were shocked for my departure, but when its time to say goodbye, it's time. It's one of the best memories I will always cherish in my mind. Thank you. Thank you ISID for letting me know what's like to have a family in the company. 2 April 2012 ~ 18 February 2013
