"I think when you're young, you're hoping that this person will be the right one, the one you're going to be in love with forever. But sometimes you want that so much you create something that isn't really there."
I should have blogged this since I don't know when. But I guess today I simply just have the " feel " to post this. How should I put it? It's abit difficult but still , I wanna express her existence in my life . Not the best yet just nice. I think I mention before in one of my post about goodbyes are so painful. But still, it's also another beginning of a hello. Right? It has been 1 or 2 months since she left but still, having her in my life is happy enough. For I've learnt so many things. Though it's unbearable but this is how reality works. Isn't it? Though it's hard to get over the miserable feeling but I am kinda fine already. Happy me ~ So therefore, I am fine. Fret not. Thank you for teaching me about baking and life , ♥ P/S; I get to see Eustacia today! :D
ラブ★コン ; Lovely Complex The characters in Lovely Complex Risa x Otani ~ :D Synopsis: Love ★Com is a love story between a boy and a girl in Sakai, Osaka. The girl, Risa Koizumi, is 172 centimetres (5 ft 8 in) tall—much taller than the average Japanese girl. The boy, Atsushi Ōtani, is 156 cm (5 ft 1 in)—way below the height of the average Japanese boy. Because of this, the pair are called the "All Hanshin Kyojin" after a popular comedy duo that has a similar height difference. Their height difference is extremely exaggerated. During summer school, a very tall student named Ryouji Suzuki (from another class) shows up and Risa immediately falls for him because he is tall. There is a girl that Atsushi likes as well, so Risa and Atsushi decide to put aside their differences and help each other get their love interests. But both fails, and Suzuki and the girl whom Otani had a crush on- Chiharu Tanaka, become a couple. Risa and Otan...
Cheating. Today I had one of the weirdest dream ever. I hate that dream, I have to admit & right now I am telling myself it's just a dream . Nothing real but that feeling is so uncomfortable. So bullshit manzxc. Yuppie, it's about cheating . I believe my Bboy♥ but the dream is just so clear in my fucking head. Not my fault for thinking about it, it just happen. Am I thinking too much, literally? Oh manzxc. Here goes my dream.. I dreamt of my Bboy♥ cheating behind me. I actually dreamt of who's that girl and me making friends with the girl. Can you believe that?! It all felt like Danielle-Faith-Jordan's drama again. I don't know how the fuq I know the girl but the girl seemed to be a friend. She was talking to me so happily over her new boyfriend. Yeah I was happy for her. So she showed me photo. Then I was like " Dafuq?! It's my boyfriend?! ". As in, I didn't say that. It was my mind then she was so happy, blissfully telling me her...