Hello October. You are here. Are you here to bring happy memories or sad memories or what are you bringing? Well I am having mixed feelings about you. Because October is a step closer to end of the year 2014, Because October is another yearsary with the man I picked 6 years ago, Because October is the time I am finally leaving this stressful country, Because October is the welcome of all my CW/NBC shows, Because October is a proof to me that we can make it through shitty stuffs. Well mixed mixed emotions on October. No idea how to feel. I guess it's life, uh. You work you sleep you eat you drink. I guess sometimes you just have to be stronger, happier, positive and most importantly, keep fighting. Weird words coming from me when I am just a 22 year old. Sounds as if I got a dozen experiences in life. Hah.